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I just heard that one of Ranze's friend committed suicide. I didn't know him that well. But, Now I kinda wish I did. Maybe I could have tried to help him feel better. But, Sadly so many problems prevent me from trying to help someone. Fuck I hate that diabetes and my depression prevented me from trying to help someone.....
Now from my depression. I had been depressed for years and I am now a huge mess. I used food as comfort and looked what happened ? I was taken to the hospital all cuz my blood sugar was dangerously high and I got told by my doctor that I Type 2 diabetes. That's one of the things depression can do. But, Sometimes people don't even noticed that someone is depressed cuz they would look happy even when inside their hurting. My depression started due to the fact that my dad doesn't care about me that much and he married a bitch wife who he allowed to reopened emotional and mental scars that I had from when I was a baby. I tried hard not to break. But, Then when I got told that someone I was in love with passed away from heart problems. I just snapped. I wanted to end my life badly. It was just the breaking point for me. I was so close many times to end my life then. I told my sister this since I found it hard to talk to my dad about it. He took noticed of this and did had me go through therapy. But, He did not let me finish the heal process and ended the sessions early and said to me that I am all healed up when I really wasn't all cuz of money. That's right. My dad cares about money more then my own health. Though when it comes to his kids and his wife. He is ok with wasting money on them. So for years my depression kept on growing in me. I am still unsure on how I did not end my life. I think for the most part it was all the pets I use to have. The snake is with someone else now since I could not take him with me. My bird is with another family all cuz Robin Hood does not want to keep her until I found a place that did allowed birds. Both of my old dogs past away nearly a year ago due to old age. All I have left is my cat. I have grown very attached to my Roommates dog even when I did said i would not let my self become attached to animals. But, I guess I can't do that. Now my point I am trying to get across is that if depression doesn't get treated. It can only get worse and the person might end up taking their own life. I think people should take depression more serious instead of just saying its just a phase. Its not just a phase. It's something that gets triggered from lots of things that causes someone stress and sadness. People should actually try to help the person who is depressed cuz it might save their life. I am at least trying to get help for my depression. It's getting better slowly at the least. I am not crying as much and I am at least feeling a bit more happy. Though I still have feelings of not doing anything or not feeling like I am having fun with the things I like. Witch is why I had not made new chapters or stories. I have ideas Its just getting down and writing that feels hard. I think people who are depressed should try to reach for help too. Anyone who hears a cry for help from someone you know. Please try to help them cuz they just want the pain to go away.
Now from my depression. I had been depressed for years and I am now a huge mess. I used food as comfort and looked what happened ? I was taken to the hospital all cuz my blood sugar was dangerously high and I got told by my doctor that I Type 2 diabetes. That's one of the things depression can do. But, Sometimes people don't even noticed that someone is depressed cuz they would look happy even when inside their hurting. My depression started due to the fact that my dad doesn't care about me that much and he married a bitch wife who he allowed to reopened emotional and mental scars that I had from when I was a baby. I tried hard not to break. But, Then when I got told that someone I was in love with passed away from heart problems. I just snapped. I wanted to end my life badly. It was just the breaking point for me. I was so close many times to end my life then. I told my sister this since I found it hard to talk to my dad about it. He took noticed of this and did had me go through therapy. But, He did not let me finish the heal process and ended the sessions early and said to me that I am all healed up when I really wasn't all cuz of money. That's right. My dad cares about money more then my own health. Though when it comes to his kids and his wife. He is ok with wasting money on them. So for years my depression kept on growing in me. I am still unsure on how I did not end my life. I think for the most part it was all the pets I use to have. The snake is with someone else now since I could not take him with me. My bird is with another family all cuz Robin Hood does not want to keep her until I found a place that did allowed birds. Both of my old dogs past away nearly a year ago due to old age. All I have left is my cat. I have grown very attached to my Roommates dog even when I did said i would not let my self become attached to animals. But, I guess I can't do that. Now my point I am trying to get across is that if depression doesn't get treated. It can only get worse and the person might end up taking their own life. I think people should take depression more serious instead of just saying its just a phase. Its not just a phase. It's something that gets triggered from lots of things that causes someone stress and sadness. People should actually try to help the person who is depressed cuz it might save their life. I am at least trying to get help for my depression. It's getting better slowly at the least. I am not crying as much and I am at least feeling a bit more happy. Though I still have feelings of not doing anything or not feeling like I am having fun with the things I like. Witch is why I had not made new chapters or stories. I have ideas Its just getting down and writing that feels hard. I think people who are depressed should try to reach for help too. Anyone who hears a cry for help from someone you know. Please try to help them cuz they just want the pain to go away.
MrEnter wanting to stop Star Giant Productions
Yeah. I mean I only heard a little about this sick fuck but now that Mr Enter made a full video that goes into a deep dive about what kind of person that Rebeccah. Yeah Rebeccah needs to go to prison for all the pain she has caused to others. Here is the video that Mr Enter has made regrading this sick fuck.
Wow another Scammer.
These stupid scammers really don't seem to understand I don't fall for messages like this. Yeah I got this last week or so from someone else so why on earth would they think I would fall for it now? I hardly draw since I suck at drawing. Never trust these kind of messages.
Riley Morningstar needs to be stopped
Well I never thought I make another post on this asshole. He is still stealing artwork from Namy and still making her life hell and now it is pass the point of being considered stalking and harassment. He still throws a bitchfit when gets called out and would delete, disable comments or block others for not taking his side. Well he is still making new accounts and still making Namy’s life hell. What I do not get why he targets Namy and is obsessed with her. Well since I was keeping the occasional tabs on the situation he replies to old comments I left on posts about him and he even replied to my old post about him as well a couple months ago. Well he has replied to me again and said that I spread his info after Namy found his already public info online. like he is a moron for using his full real name as a username and well Namy did feel bad about sharing what city Riley lives at (Even though that info was public to begin with) he accuses her of doxxing when he has doxxed her. Plus his
A rumour going around about GraquinnWolf
Now before you say I go accusing or defending Quinn of anything I only heard of this recently and well I was let known in a new reply on my old post about Quinn and her leaving DA (Yes I still get comments, favs and likes on it from time to time) and there had been some people saying she was toxic at some point with other people either if they are trying to help her or her interaction with some fans but it could be due to all the stress she was going through at the time since well she was simply wanting to move away from FNaF as a whole and now a days she doesn't seem to have an online presence anymore. There is this supposed Twitter account that is said to be be made by her but I don't know. It just comes off as someone pretending to be her but anyways. I think now I should get into the reason of this journal and I have to make it somewhat short since I am still packing for my move. Anyways there is a rumor that is going around saying that Quinn is a Proshipper who ships Springtrap
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that's sad