What Happens If Depression Is Not Treated

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I just heard that one of Ranze's friend committed suicide. I didn't know him that well. But, Now I kinda wish I did. Maybe I could have tried to help him feel better. But, Sadly so many problems prevent me from trying to help someone. Fuck I hate that diabetes and my depression prevented me from trying to help someone.....

Now from my depression. I had been depressed for years and I am now a huge mess. I used food as comfort and looked what happened ? I was taken to the hospital all cuz my blood sugar was dangerously high and I got told by my doctor that I Type 2 diabetes. That's one of the things depression can do. But, Sometimes people don't even noticed that someone is depressed cuz they would look happy even when inside their hurting. My depression started due to the fact that my dad doesn't care about me that much and he married a bitch wife who he allowed to reopened emotional and mental scars that I had from when I was a baby. I tried hard not to break. But, Then when I got told that someone I was in love with passed away from heart problems. I just snapped. I wanted to end my life badly. It was just the breaking point for me. I was so close many times to end my life then. I told my sister this since I found it hard to talk to my dad about it. He took noticed of this and did had me go through therapy. But, He did not let me finish the heal process and ended the sessions early and said to me that I am all healed up when I really wasn't all cuz of money. That's right. My dad cares about money more then my own health. Though when it comes to his kids and his wife. He is ok with wasting money on them. So for years my depression kept on growing in me. I am still unsure on how I did not end my life. I think for the most part it was all the pets I use to have. The snake is with someone else now since I could not take him with me. My bird is with another family all cuz Robin Hood does not want to keep her until I found a place that did allowed birds. Both of my old dogs past away nearly a year ago due to old age. All I have left is my cat. I have grown very attached to my Roommates dog even when I did said i would not let my self become attached to animals. But, I guess I can't do that. Now my point I am trying to get across is that if depression doesn't get treated. It can only get worse and the person might end up taking their own life. I think people should take depression more serious instead of just saying its just a phase. Its not just a phase. It's something that gets triggered from lots of things that causes someone stress and sadness. People should actually try to help the person who is depressed cuz it might save their life. I am at least trying to get help for my depression. It's getting better slowly at the least. I am not crying as much and I am at least feeling a bit more happy. Though I still have feelings of not doing anything or not feeling like I am having fun with the things I like. Witch is why I had not made new chapters or stories. I have ideas Its just getting down and writing that feels hard. I think people who are depressed should try to reach for help too. Anyone who hears a cry for help from someone you know. Please try to help them cuz they just want the pain to go away.    
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